lucky-charm

https://youtube.com/watch?v=C8Tb07kCMt8 playing guitar hero is the bomb.

I have absolutly nothing left. i'm jobless for the past 3 months ... i can't find a new one... no one want's me... i have no money. no camera.... not even money to buy film or develop them ... i have a place to pay for right now.... bills and rent everything.... and on top of all that i am no longer speaking to mother becuse she called me a mistake infront of my friend... and as usual acted like a mean person to me...  what was very insulting with all of my mental state latly... i can't even get happy from the songs that made me feel the best.... i do not know what to do no more ... i'm at my lowest ... i no longer eat or sleep...

So i came back from barcelona  a few days ago, It was so much fun, and i can't wait to go back again. I am no longr working, And now i am Sitting at home and i need to look for a new one, if anyone has a lead for me just lt me know. I got a new place now, moved in less then a month ago. And i am going to be 21 in a few days, 3 to be exact. Spooky days, And i'm bored !!!!